Tuesday, June 27, 2006 @ 9:04 PM

i teared wen i read fizah's blog. its been a while since someone sincerely said that she lurves me. i noe she does. she noes me that well. she accepted me for who i am. she lived wit all my crappness. she endured all my shit. she was more to a sister than a fren.

i remembered when i asked her not to ever forget me. not to ever end this sweet friendship. never did i expect i could touch someones heart with a simple poem as a present. nvr did i expect she knew how essential it is for her being a part of me. never did i expect that she understood the need of her being beside me. being one of my pillar of strength. if it wasnt for her, i wudnt be anywer i am now. i wudnt achieve anything that i achieved now. i wudnt be me.

im more than happy to always noe that she'll be there for me. she was always there in my heart. darl, u got a place for urself in my heart since a long tyme ago. no one could atleast take that spot away from you. even if someone does, (which i dun intend to just loosen up that gate i had for u), i can nvr forget u. i can NVR. simply because u left footprints in my heart. u'll always be remembered. u'll always be lurved by me.

yes i agree, everything seems different now. everything seems blurry for me. with the new sch, the new environment, new friends. it may seem we might not be as close as before. but always remember, im alwaes here. alwaes with u.

we've shared great times. bitter ones as well. i could never deny that i was/used to be jealous of u. i alwaes wanted to be like u.u alwaes seem to be perfect. u were everything to everyone. n i was like nothing to everyone. but hey, i noe i got u. we did stupid stuff together. very stupid indeed. but it was all worth it. we learned from it n laugh together at it wen we're lookin back.

darl, i promise u it wont be over. it will never be over as long as im still able to live. an alwaes remember, u're alwaes in my thoughts. in fact, u're always in my heart.

lotsa lurve,
nurul atika