and so i thought i would be able to do my econs during the 2 hour break. heh.
ok so yest filled my brains wit whatever that i need to know for math. i was literally doin ALL the tutorials again. hardworking arent i?. oh well. but still. the math paper was ok. i could do it but hey it can always be wrong ryte. so yea. i've got no confidence. oh wait. since when do i ever have confidence? heh. 06c1 debaters would know and understand how confident i am everytime =))
i just lurve this song. ok part of the song. its from some jewellery ad.
"fly me to the moon, n let me play among the stars
in other words, please be true..
in other words, i love u"
heh. i kept singin it even wen im marchin larh. =)) . i know im not supoz to do that. but who cares.the song is too nice lar. ok this whole paragraph is so random.
ok back to what i was saying.
just now while i was listening to matt i was like thinkin "wth?. wat did i do during tat 2 hours break!!??" heh. let me see. crapping wit literally everyone, eat, sing that song repeatedly like for 5 billion times. trying to isolate myself by seating at that loner table so tat i could study. holy shit that didnt work. was trying to help ian wit econs when i cant help myself. cool ay?. ouh let me see. trying to study n i did kept quiet!! yeay. but still whatever i studied, it didnt came up. sweet.
u guys would think that im nuts. but yes. i didnt finish the econs paper. its not because i dont have time, its because...i dont know what to write. u can nvr bullshit for econs. thats what i hate about it. so somebody, plz kill me. seriously. u have the choice, shoot me or stranggle me.
it was so sucky la. the whole 2 hour 15 min was a bore i tell u. ok maybe for like 1 hr and 45 min i was doin some crap n thinkin. ok i shud not say thinking. coz i may look like im thinkin, but i really wasnt. my mind was totally blank. no concepts came into my mind when i did my essays. ouh and there were two essays. 2 parts to each question. and for every question i didnt do one part. im feeling guilty now. serious. i shud have studied. but wth. im screwed. anihu. so yeah. for the rest of the tyme i was practically doin nth. ok not realli. i was observing ppl. =)). im very observant. riggghhhtt
adlinda: wasnt doin anything. was writing some stuff but the rest of the tyme, she was looking ard doin nth
fizah: writing crappy shits. obviously. n most of the tyme, daydream. sweet.
fathuddin (seatin beside me on the right): writing all the way. no daydreams. no breaks. no putting his head on the table. u get my gist. HE WAS LITERALLY WRITING AWAY. dude, did u like used up all the paper that was given??
girl A (seating on the left side): writing all the way. NEATLY. {i didnt even write neatly, eventho i dun write loads of stuff. i gave my lazy handwriting. heh}
girl B (diagonally on the right side): writing some crappy stuff. lookin at the clock. n ouh yes. doin up her hair.
girl C (diagonally on the left side): ouh. she slept. n wrote stuff. lol
kevin: he was like very far away from me. but wth. he was too engrossed in that paper. not good for ur health man. lol
arid: another psycho who uses up all the papers.
so u see. i was bored. wen im not supoz to be.. it kinda freaked me out sitting in between of girl A n fathuddin. i mean. it was embarassin to let fathuddin to see my paper very clean. so i kept blocking my paper from his sight. lol. n girl A was giving me weird looks. shes prolly thinkin why i was so free n not in a rush. lol. ouh n out of 9 papers they gave, i used up only 4. im not trying to be proud or anything that i screwed my econs paper. but wth. wen its true, its true. i let it screw myself. my wrongdoing. my fault. my bad. someone, on a 2nd request, kill me.
anihu. went to McDee's. n met matt. lol. had debate training earlier today. im getting to get nervous. debate against RJC? n ACSi?. someone, on the 3rd request, kill me. i seriously hope we'll get thru the preliminary rounds. seriously. n i hope i'd get better by sat. because of this debate, im getting really contradicting. its not that i wasnt contradicting last tyme. but im gettin worse. wth. can u imagine rebuttin ur own speech. in 8 min u agree with patriostism n the next 8 min, u totally think patriotism is dead. holy shit. yeah. we doin both prop n opp in the same shit. stupid bastards.
n yea. my results are out.for my diploma's 1st module. haiiz. i got a freaking B wit 77 marks!!. yeayness. lol. 2 more marks to distinction!! haha. but im still aiite wit it. actualli im quite happy!! yeay. heh.
ouh. must i take my malay paper tmr?. zzzzzzzzz