Sunday, August 06, 2006 @ 1:26 PM

i admited something that i shud have never admit. goodness. aniway. i hate being in a very confuse state. i find myself being very indecisive. like wats up wit tat. somehow i cant accept reality. for real. its just hard for me to understand. im scared. so afraid of changes, in life esp. i gez thats me, indecisive. and what is up wit me with not accepting the fact. why am i so afraid of those confessions? im so afraid to even be in that position. im afraid that it wont turn out well. bottom line is, i dun noe wat i want. but i want something, but i aint sure wat is that particular thing. ok ignore me.