was all this meant to be a joke?
confessing your heart out..
making me feel like i'm the only one
making feel like i'm on top of the world.
you made it feel so real
you made me feel so speacial
i dont noe how long more i can keep this from u.
i admit..
i somehow did wanted it to happen.
i saw hope in it.
i wanted to tell u so badly
i wanted u to know
but..
i thought u could tell
i thought it was obvious
i thought u could see it thru me..
but u didnt, u never did.
im sorry i didnt make it clear
im sorry i didnt tell u
you cant blame me can u?
i was scared.
i had my doubts too.
even they dont know.
how could i tell u wen i cudnt tell any of them.
who knew im good in keeping my feelings deep down
who knew i loved u
who knew i regretted..
wit much love,
atika
ps: if u're reading this, im sorry.