Friday, September 01, 2006 @ 4:36 PM

i dun wish to be there. for real. i dun wish to be wit them. i dun wish to be alone. i dun wish to be invisible. as i ponder about it,i come to realize that i dont really know wat i want in life. its all blurry for me, too complicated. its impossible for me to live life to its fullest w/o them. but, most of the time, i wish to be alone. i dont wana speak. everything is deep under, its not transparent like how its used to be anymore. it cant be explained. dun bother to even try to understand.