Thursday, October 19, 2006 @ 10:16 PM

lifes been contradicting. its funny how your gult feeling can actually give u a wrong perception. i wasnt shock to see myself failing malay. but i had that feeling that malay was gona be the only subj that im passing. coz i was definately sure i screwed up every other paper i sat for. but thankfully, i did pass econs and the rest. i mean. improvement is the word of the day. still, not enough to secure me a pass for the overall grade for econs and mgt. okay. weird but true, i failed the easiest paper? ok, reality check, my malay suck.

and so i thought my parents were gona kill me if they find out that i failed malay. but hey. they passed out a laugh. thanx dad. that so helped me. thank god, they understood why i wud fail my management and econs for the overall grade.

i dun see a reason for reataining another one more year adding up to that lengthy 3 years. i mean. its not as if, im gona do any much better the next tyme round, eventho i ought to do so. but, i dun see a point. if im supoz to retain, dad, foundation studies can??

saw my brother's reults just now. i was so demoralized. i mean, hes only in sec 2 and hes that smart?? dude, pass me those brain cells!! i need ur brain fluids. gosh. from a f9 for malay to an a2?? smart ass. i think he stole my brain fluids for malay!! and how the heck does he ace the other subjects?? hmm. let me see, by playing counter strike 24/7?

whatever it is,tomorrow is d-day.