sometimes for some reason or another, things that are meant to be told, will never be told.
sometimes actions that werent supposed to happen, happens.
its all messed up in here.
theres never a correct or perfect way we can follow.
somewhere, somehow, we'll just crumble to the ground.
life was never made easy, and never will it be easy in any ways.
thinking back, i've never did anything useful for myself but to waste my precious time overly obsessed with a guy for three years. yes, call me a nincompoop, but all those laughters, tears, ooglings were all worth it, it made me smile, thinking bout it. i smiled for the fact that it happenned.
yes it may have hurt me in a thousand ways, a billion of times, but nothing else cud bring me that great happiness in my life when everything was just going on so smoothly. it was as if i was in the air on my own. trust me, no one cud bring me down. it was because of him i was motivated to go to school. it was because of him i proved myself that i was worth much more. it was because of him, i became stronger. and because of these, i thank him.
its been years since we've last talked, but those feelings never fade. those memories nvr fail to make me smile. he alwaes appears in the other side of my dreams where the grass is greener, where everything just seems so right. u've alwaes been my wonderwall, until these scars remind me that i've been hurt.
i miss you.
apparently, this song just suits me best.
jaded by mest
There's a time and place for everything
There's a reason why certain people meet.
There's a destination for everyone
Whats the explaination when we're done...
All the summer nights, spent wondering,
So many questions asked, but no one's answering
Would it be ok if I left today?
Took my chances on what you said was wrong.
I'm jaded, stupid and reckless
Not sorry, when I'll never regret,
These years spent so faded and reckless
Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years
I'll never regret these years
Now here I sit, so far away
Remembering all the memories
It's times like these that I miss you most
Remembering when we were so close
I'm jaded, stupid and reckless
Not sorry, and I'll never regret,
These years spent so faded and reckless
Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years
I'll never forget the places we've been, you and I
Our lives, are slipping away,
dont want to let time pass us by, bye...
Im jaded, stupid and reckless
Not sorry, and I'll never regret,
These years spent so faded and reckless
Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years
I'm jaded stupid and reckless
not sorry and ill never regret
These years..
tag time:
orangedoll : - wth. syed's hair effing nice la siakk. oh yess apparently hes better than whoever.
-HAHA. u tell him? how to tell? kau dah lama sakk tk keje. wa wa wa.(dah terikut syaffiq)
-zoo is an effing nice place only if u're not a staff there ((: oookay, lets quit. hee
-SYED WUD MISS U? big fuCk ah. haha. syed and fariz wud miss my loving sia, oh not only syed and fariz k. HAHA. lalalalala
-3 face biatch?? triangular shaped faces? wow. cool. haha. but i still love that job, noeing its the best slacking job u can ever find in the zoo. ((:
-yes. i miss u too ((:
shahril : ((=
fazzie : walalala?
fifi : omg!! i'll miss u k. haha. u're prolly in cambodia alr. tc dudette.
hady : updated.