& so i didnt attend the mass suicide.
no one did eventually.
everyone passed.
i got a C for smth i usually get and E or S.
hajar got an A for smth she NVR pass before.
i swear everyone cried, not coz we didnt make it,
it was tears of joy.
it was all worth it.
thankes ALI, my math guru, w/o her i wud prolly still get an E.
ps. ali, its not just coz u taught me, but coz u sat next to me during the exam, and gave me effing pressure, that i had to do my paper confidently and as i look at ur face, i SWEAR i could remember the formulas.
was shivering when i got the result slip, couldnt believe my eyes.
for the whole WEEK i thought i was gg to fail.
even came up with alternative plans if i fail.
but hell no, did better than expected.
the effort the invigilators took to find my script on that day didnt go to waste.
hell, one step closer to uni.
plz make it happen.
me: *HUGGING ALI* thanks ali seriously thanks.
ali : no laaaah. *started crying*
kristen : ehh wah lao atika, u dont have tuition u can get higher than me.
me: no i have.
kristen: i though u dun have, tuition with who?
me: ALI.
I SWEAR I LOVE ALI.
me: mr thiang, erm thank you
mr thiang : ohh hey atika, u got a C ryte.
me: erm yahhh. *started crying*
mr thiang : why u crying? isnt it good? relax la.
me: yes, but remember why i was in ur class? i was one of the failures, i nvr pass before.
mr thiang : yess, congratulations u really did ur best
me: * best? hell i skipped lessons almost everytime *
mr thiang : ryteee?
me: oh yess.. of coz i did. THANKS MR THIANG
HELL I COULD HAVE DONE BETTER. BUT C IS MAJORLY OKAY.
i dont want to feel like how i did next year.
i swear im gg to work effing hard.
damn it.